Do you ever have a hard time deciding who you want to be? rather than just being you and doing it?
Like I want to learn and do new things, which I see as parts of a new me because they are new and will make me who I will become once I have learnt them!
Making sense?
Nope didn't think so!
There are just so many things I want to do, and therefore become, that I'm a little confused at where to start.
This is where my impatience kicks in again. I want them all now, I want to be fabulous at everything, but with as little effort from me as possible.
Now that just never going to happen, I know this, you know this we all know this. But my brain does not want to take any notice of it, and wants things its way! Its not going to happen that way... cue crossing arms, pouting lips and frowning.
'Why not'
'just because ok, just because!"
'humph'
So what to do? slap myself round the face and get on with things.
Or, curl up in a ball, under the furry blanket, sulk, feel sorry for myself, sulk some more, possibly eat some chocolate, definitely eat some biscuits, with a cup of tea. Until finally I get fed up of sulking and nothing happening so I slap myself round the face and get on with things. For a week at least, until the same thing happens all over again...
Tea and biscuits anyone?
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